i have been to a few live events in the last few weeks, because i like live events. i have seen a trio of female artists putting on a show for international women's day, i have seen yhe comedians josie long and andrew o'neill, i have seen marina and the diamonds, one of my long-time musical adorations.
tonight was different.
it was a splendid evening - she was "in conversation" with matthew everitt - so essentially her just talking and occasionally being interrupted or guided.
she spoke quite a lot about politics - but the good, liberating, revolutiinary politics. the personal politics, how each person needs to stand up and change the world just one tiny bit, in their own way, and tell their own story.
and at the end, as with the last time i saw her, she signed books. last time she praised my hair (and wrote in my book "YOU WIN HAIR") and told me debbie harry was obviously talking about me when she sang "tonight, your hair is beautiful".
tonight she grabbed me into a hug and said "hello gorgeous! you look amazing!" and then asked how my night had been, how my day had been. when i told her i had been working for amanda palmer, she asked about the baby. and she took a photo with me wherein i look suitably awkward.
and then on the way back, another feeling was all around my body.
i felt weirdly alive. happy. content.
the adrenaline of meeting caitlin moran had given me a spark - the spark that i forgot the feeling of.
so... maybe i should just go around meeting celebrity feminists every week.
but that could get tiresome. and creepy.
but it also reminded me of the last time i felt this particular rush of happiness. it was september, after seeing fight like apes live. but i didn't meet them after that show. as soon as the music ended and the lights came up, i didn't need to meet them. i had a feeling inside of me. a buzz, that made me know that i was alive.
adrenaline.
energy.
living.
that is what i thrive on.
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